When 29-year-old Rawan Tarabih discovered she has breast cancer, she started to cut her hair gradually.
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Ms Tarabih was anxiously waiting for the moment she would lose all of her hair.
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'I was having a shower when a lock of my hair fell. I cried a lot. On the same day, I called the hairstylist who was cutting my hair, gradually,' she said.
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"I became stronger when I shaved my hair completely. There was not even short, black hair left, and that is when I overcame fear."
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Rawan was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2019 and has had four surgeries since.
'It is not a disaster to lose your hair. Some people do not accept this, but as far as I am concerned, it transformed my personality. It helped me to see myself as a strong person.'
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'I do not recognize myself, but at the same time, I see myself strong and I am happy for that.'
'Now, when I look at myself in the mirror, I see someone strong. But I don't see myself either, I miss my old self. But I love my new character, so for now I will not grow my hair. I don't know what will happen in the future, but for now I don't want to grow it back.'