There's no lack of choice when it comes to decorating for Chinese New Year in the UAE. Mini red lanterns, cute stuffed animals and red envelopes line the shelves at WeMart Abu Dhabi. That's where I bought my decorations as I prepared to celebrate the annual holiday properly for the first time in my life this year.
Although my family has always had a small celebration, including handing out those famous red envelopes, it hasn’t been something I’ve kept up with on my own, and much less so since I moved to Abu Dhabi almost eight years ago.
Growing up, I’ve always had a bit of a strange relationship with Chinese New Year.
As one of only two Chinese families in my small home town in Massachusetts, US, whenever the holiday would come around, I’d be tasked with teaching my fellow classmates how to “properly” say “gong xi fa cai” – a traditional greeting used for the occasion – or asked to share my personal experiences of it.
When I was in my awkward tween and teenage years, I really didn’t enjoy having the spotlight put on me, especially for something that seemingly pointed out how different I was from everyone else. It wasn’t that I was embarrassed of my heritage, more that I disliked the unwanted attention at a time when I really wasn’t very sure of myself.
It highlighted my confused identity, too, as I felt as though I was too American to be considered Chinese, and vice versa.
It took me a long time to shake that feeling. I've wished people a “Happy Chinese New Year”, but never fully embraced the occasion beyond that.
This year, I decided to change my outlook.
When the pandemic began a couple of years ago, it undoubtedly changed the world in more ways than one. For the Asian-American community, it’s meant an increase in violent attacks and racist rhetoric with an alarming rise in crimes being reported in the US, with offenders seemingly spreading one message: “You don’t belong here.”
As heartbreaking as this has been, these events have also allowed for more solidarity among the Asian communities, with people speaking out against that pervasive undercurrent of racism we always felt, but couldn't quite articulate, when I was younger.
These days, I find myself following more Asian-run businesses and news accounts solely dedicated to covering Asian voices on social media. I’ve seen people share their experiences, ones that I can relate to and ones that have helped me better understand that I’m not alone in how I feel or in liking the things I like.
Now in my thirties, I have a renewed sense of pride in who I am, even if it took me a while to get here. Instead of questioning where I belong, these days I find myself asking what more I can do to share my perspective and help others know they belong, too.
Amid the Chinese New Year decorations in WeMart Abu Dhabi, there are decorative scrolls, called couplets, filled with words of luck to usher in the Year of the Tiger and paper cuttings to fit on windows and walls to bring peace and happiness. There's a beautifully put-together red paper plant filled with mini lanterns and red fans.
As I was rifling through, a stranger came up to me and asked what the couplets are and how to use them. Proudly, I explained that, although I’m a bit new to it all myself, they are traditionally hung around a doorframe, to bring luck and peace for the coming year.
I ended up buying a few cutouts to put around the house – two that signify that luck is coming and one that welcomes the spring season (according to my mum).
As my partner and I hung them up around the house, I didn't feel so out of place. I couldn't help but wonder why it's taken me so long to join in.
Scroll through the gallery below to see how Chinese New Year is celebrated in Dubai:
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Young children on song for Lunar New Year celebrations at the China pavilion at Expo 2020 Dubai. Pawan Singh / The National -
Children aged 4 to 7 take part in vibrant festivities at Expo 2020 Dubai. Pawan Singh / The National -
The Year of the Tiger is being celebrated in style at the world's fair. Pawan Singh / The National -
Young children saw in the Lunar New Year by celebrating Chinese culture at Expo 2020 Dubai. Pawan Singh / The National -
Dr Liu Yanhui, director of the Confucius Institute, taught young children to sing songs in Mandarin for the Expo 2020 Dubai performance. Pawan Singh / The National -
Crowds enjoy the Lunar New Year show at Expo 2020 Dubai. Pawan Singh / The National -
The Year of the Tiger has been met with optimism by Chinese residents hoping for brighter times after a challenging two years blighted by the pandemic. Pawan Singh / The National -
From left, Liting Wang, Reem Hong, principal of Happy Mandarin Chinese Language School, and Dr Liu Yanhui with some of the young performers. Pawan Singh / The National -
Dr Liu Yanhui with the young stars of the Lunar New Year show. Pawan Singh / The National -
The Chen family, from left, Jeffrey 12, mother Daisy, Jasper, 22 months, Sabrina, 9, and father Leo celebrate the Lunar New Year at home in Dubai. Chris Whiteoak / The National -
Sabrina Chen hangs up decorations to mark the start of the Lunar New Year. Chris Whiteoak / The National -
The Chen family wish for recovery from the Covid-19 pandemic in the new year. Chris Whiteoak / The National -
Jeffrey Chen, 12, hangs up decorations for the family celebrations. Chris Whiteoak / The National -
Jeffrey and Sabrina admire the Chen family's decorations at their home in The Lakes, Dubai. Chris Whiteoak / The National -
Daisy Chen puts up decorations to mark the Lunar New Year. Chris Whiteoak / The National -
The Chen family were celebrating the major date in the Chinese calendar together. Chris Whiteoak / The National -
Daisy Chen puts the finishing touches to a colourful new year decoration. Chris Whiteoak / The National
