There is an acute vulnerability in sharing your trauma. Disclosing an illness that is so often mired in stigma to the entire world helps erode misconceptions and takes immense courage. Such is the case with Christina Applegate, who recently announced she has multiple sclerosis (MS), a diagnosis she received a few months ago.
So little is known about MS that when high-profile women such as Applegate and Selma Blair share their individual journeys with the disease, it can be incredibly powerful and eye-opening. Over the last few years, Blair has detailed her harrowing unedited versions of living with MS, remiss of Hollywood glamour. She shows the devastating effects the disease can have when all medical options have run out.
No one is immune to illness. Not even celebrities. Yet harmful stigmas about disability mean many people choose not to speak out. For example, it took The Sopranos actress Jamie-Lynn Sigler 15 years to disclose that she had MS. There is huge societal pressure to fit a certain able-bodied mould. Difference, physically or neurologically, means people are often marginalised, our competencies too often queried.
My own journey with multiple sclerosis
First, let me explain what exactly MS is: it is a progressive neurological disorder affecting the central nervous system. Our overactive immune systems are slowly attacking the protective layer of the nerves causing irreparable damage. This can result in a huge range of symptoms from vision and mobility loss to pain and spasms. MS is particularly difficult to diagnose, which means it’s hard to understand.
I went to numerous doctors over a five-year period. I had numbness and tingling in my feet. Some days it felt as if ants were crawling up my legs. My torso went numb for months; I was told it was a strained muscle. When I exercised, my eyes would glaze over as if floating in a fishbowl. So, I got glasses. I saw a chiropractor and was told I needed to be more flexible. I had a colonoscopy and an endoscopy. I had CAT scans. I was still no closer to finding out why the entire left side of my body was numb, but doctors simply left me to my own devices.
I eventually found a podiatrist who “fixed” me. Every time the foot tingling and leg numbness came back, he would manipulate the nerves and I would regain sensation. This was my pattern for four years.
But in May 2019, while living in Bahrain, where I grew up, my left hand went completely numb. I was nearing the end of a stressful year of teaching and studying full time at an international school. Playground duty felt like wading through volcanic magma as the intense heat seared my body.
The symptoms persisted, so I was sent for an MRI scan. As I waited in the neurologist’s office staring at the monitor, the years spent watching Grey’s Anatomy meant I knew the white dots littered across my MRI brain scan didn’t look “normal”. They were lesions, scar tissue from years of MS activity.
The shock of receiving an MS diagnosis in the midst of moving back to Ireland meant I trudged forward in denial, which ultimately resulted in new symptoms, two hospital trips and what seemed like silos of steroids. Seven months later, Covid-19 hit.
Living through a pandemic with MS
Navigating a chronic illness in the midst of a pandemic has definitely had its challenges. It has meant grappling anxiety, uncertainty over medication access, bad news about MRI scans delivered over the phone, sporadic blood tests, changing disease-modifying treatments and cancelled neurology appointments.
For those of us who are at high risk of severe illness from coronavirus, attending hospital for treatment has been terrifying. Yet, as I grieved for my health, it made me realise how lucky I was that I had been diagnosed before the pandemic. How fortunate that I was on medication halting the progression of my illness.
The many misconceptions of MS
There are a lot of myths about MS based on outdated information. Presumptions over what qualifies as disability are sadly commonplace.
Most people get diagnosed in their twenties and thirties, so MS is not an “old person’s disease”. People think that if you don’t have symptoms you don’t need to take medication. Yet, the sooner you start medication, the better the disease outcome.
There are those who think if someone’s disability isn’t visible there isn’t anything wrong with them. Like so many, my perception of MS was that I would ultimately need a wheelchair. Actually, about 85 per cent of people are diagnosed with "relapsing remitting MS" and most never end up losing mobility.
Relapsing remitting is the type of MS I have. It results in episodes of new or worsening symptoms followed by periods of recovery. A more debilitating form of MS, primary progressive, is usually diagnosed in people in their forties and fifties, after a steady worsening of physical abilities. Unfortunately, as there are no approved medications for this type of MS in most countries worldwide, it can be profoundly disabling.
The way we consume information has changed and if the pandemic has shown us anything, it's that social media is rife with quackery. Kale and cannabidiol, or CBD, aren’t miracle cures, and celery juice doesn’t quite cut the mustard.
It's people like such as Applegate, Blair and Sigler who can help eradicate the mysteries around MS, spark conversations and educate people on the day-to-day intricacies of living with the illness. They can promote advocacy around MS and highlight existing research. Women are three times more likely to get MS than men. In sharing their stories, it could inspire women with similar symptoms to seek advice or treatment.
Of course, for anyone, especially those in the public sphere, it is nerve-racking to be so transparent, especially when telling someone who can influence your career or when embarking on a new relationship. Disability discrimination is very real and it's important people only tell others when they feel safe to do so.
For me, it would have been more stressful to conceal my diagnosis, and I find secrets tend to rear their ugly heads when you least expect it.
It can be hard when people don’t understand your limitations, as MS is like the proverbial iceberg, much of it hidden. The disease also manifests itself differently depending on the person and the unseen impact on quality of life is frequently misunderstood. But there is a hugely positive ripple effect from self-disclosure, and celebrities sharing their diagnosis can help to normalise disability and illness.
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Have a white front-light and a back red-light on their bike
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Flydubai offers three daily direct flights to Sarajevo and, from June, a daily flight from Thessaloniki from Dubai. A return flight costs from Dhs1,905 including taxes.
The trip
The Travel Scientists are the organisers of the Balkan Ride and several other rallies around the world. The 2018 running of this particular adventure will take place from August 3-11, once again starting in Sarajevo and ending a week later in Thessaloniki. If you’re driving your own vehicle, then entry start from €880 (Dhs 3,900) per person including all accommodation along the route. Contact the Travel Scientists if you wish to hire one of their vehicles.
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Mercer, the investment consulting arm of US services company Marsh & McLennan, expects its wealth division to at least double its assets under management (AUM) in the Middle East as wealth in the region continues to grow despite economic headwinds, a company official said.
Mercer Wealth, which globally has $160 billion in AUM, plans to boost its AUM in the region to $2-$3bn in the next 2-3 years from the present $1bn, said Yasir AbuShaban, a Dubai-based principal with Mercer Wealth.
“Within the next two to three years, we are looking at reaching $2 to $3 billion as a conservative estimate and we do see an opportunity to do so,” said Mr AbuShaban.
Mercer does not directly make investments, but allocates clients’ money they have discretion to, to professional asset managers. They also provide advice to clients.
“We have buying power. We can negotiate on their (client’s) behalf with asset managers to provide them lower fees than they otherwise would have to get on their own,” he added.
Mercer Wealth’s clients include sovereign wealth funds, family offices, and insurance companies among others.
From its office in Dubai, Mercer also looks after Africa, India and Turkey, where they also see opportunity for growth.
Wealth creation in Middle East and Africa (MEA) grew 8.5 per cent to $8.1 trillion last year from $7.5tn in 2015, higher than last year’s global average of 6 per cent and the second-highest growth in a region after Asia-Pacific which grew 9.9 per cent, according to consultancy Boston Consulting Group (BCG). In the region, where wealth grew just 1.9 per cent in 2015 compared with 2014, a pickup in oil prices has helped in wealth generation.
BCG is forecasting MEA wealth will rise to $12tn by 2021, growing at an annual average of 8 per cent.
Drivers of wealth generation in the region will be split evenly between new wealth creation and growth of performance of existing assets, according to BCG.
Another general trend in the region is clients’ looking for a comprehensive approach to investing, according to Mr AbuShaban.
“Institutional investors or some of the families are seeing a slowdown in the available capital they have to invest and in that sense they are looking at optimizing the way they manage their portfolios and making sure they are not investing haphazardly and different parts of their investment are working together,” said Mr AbuShaban.
Some clients also have a higher appetite for risk, given the low interest-rate environment that does not provide enough yield for some institutional investors. These clients are keen to invest in illiquid assets, such as private equity and infrastructure.
“What we have seen is a desire for higher returns in what has been a low-return environment specifically in various fixed income or bonds,” he said.
“In this environment, we have seen a de facto increase in the risk that clients are taking in things like illiquid investments, private equity investments, infrastructure and private debt, those kind of investments were higher illiquidity results in incrementally higher returns.”
The Abu Dhabi Investment Authority, one of the largest sovereign wealth funds, said in its 2016 report that has gradually increased its exposure in direct private equity and private credit transactions, mainly in Asian markets and especially in China and India. The authority’s private equity department focused on structured equities owing to “their defensive characteristics.”
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Family: I am happily married to my wife Liz and we have two children together.
Favourite music: Rock music. I started at a young age due to my father’s influence. He played in an Indian rock band The Flintstones who were once asked by Apple Records to fly over to England to perform there.
Favourite book: I constantly find myself reading The Bible.
Favourite film: The Greatest Showman.
Favourite holiday destination: I love visiting Melbourne as I have family there and it’s a wonderful place. New York at Christmas is also magical.
Favourite food: I went to boarding school so I like any cuisine really.