• Actor Amber Heard testified that her ex-husband repeatedly struck her. Reuters
    Actor Amber Heard testified that her ex-husband repeatedly struck her. Reuters
  • Actor Johnny Depp spent the majority of his ex-wife's testimony doodling.
    Actor Johnny Depp spent the majority of his ex-wife's testimony doodling.
  • Actor Amber Heard testified that the beginning of her relationship with Johnny was 'magical'. AP
    Actor Amber Heard testified that the beginning of her relationship with Johnny was 'magical'. AP
  • Actor Amber Heard said that Johnny Depp lavished gifts on her, including a horse. AP
    Actor Amber Heard said that Johnny Depp lavished gifts on her, including a horse. AP
  • Actor Amber Heard testified that she declined accepting a horse from Johnny Depp. AP
    Actor Amber Heard testified that she declined accepting a horse from Johnny Depp. AP
  • US actor Johnny Depp returns to the courtroom after a lunch break. AFP
    US actor Johnny Depp returns to the courtroom after a lunch break. AFP
  • Actor Amber Heard testified that she worked in a soup kitchen and with deaf children as a teen-ager in Texas. EPA
    Actor Amber Heard testified that she worked in a soup kitchen and with deaf children as a teen-ager in Texas. EPA
  • Actor Amber Heard convenes with her legal team at lunch break before taking the stand. EPA
    Actor Amber Heard convenes with her legal team at lunch break before taking the stand. EPA
  • Actor Johnny Depp arrives at Fairfax County Circuit Court during his defamation case against ex-wife Amber Heard in Fairfax, Virginia. Reuters
    Actor Johnny Depp arrives at Fairfax County Circuit Court during his defamation case against ex-wife Amber Heard in Fairfax, Virginia. Reuters
  • Depp greets his legal team as he arrives at Fairfax County Circuit Court, where he is suing his ex-wife for libel. EPA
    Depp greets his legal team as he arrives at Fairfax County Circuit Court, where he is suing his ex-wife for libel. EPA
  • Depp talks to his lawyer in the courtroom. Pool Photo via AP
    Depp talks to his lawyer in the courtroom. Pool Photo via AP
  • A pile of gummy bears sits on Depp's table in the courtroom. Reuters
    A pile of gummy bears sits on Depp's table in the courtroom. Reuters
  • Depp is reflected in a courtroom monitor while listening to an audio recording. AFP
    Depp is reflected in a courtroom monitor while listening to an audio recording. AFP
  • Actress Amber Heard arrives at Fairfax County Circuit Court. Reuters
    Actress Amber Heard arrives at Fairfax County Circuit Court. Reuters
  • Heard speaks with her lawyer in the courtroom. Pool Photo via AP
    Heard speaks with her lawyer in the courtroom. Pool Photo via AP
  • Heard (C) stands with her legal team at Fairfax County Circuit Court, where she is being sued by her ex-husband Johnny Depp. EPA
    Heard (C) stands with her legal team at Fairfax County Circuit Court, where she is being sued by her ex-husband Johnny Depp. EPA
  • Clinical and forensic psychologist Dawn Hughes gives evidence during the case. Reuters
    Clinical and forensic psychologist Dawn Hughes gives evidence during the case. Reuters
  • Forensic psychologist Dr Dawn Hughes testified as the first defense witness for actress Amber Heard. AP
    Forensic psychologist Dr Dawn Hughes testified as the first defense witness for actress Amber Heard. AP

Amber Heard's bombshell testimony in Johnny Depp's libel lawsuit


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Aquaman actress Amber Heard took the stand on Wednesday for the first time in the weeks-long defamation suit filed by her ex-husband, actor Johnny Depp.

“This is the most painful and difficult thing I have ever gone through,” Heard said. “It's horrible for me to sit here for weeks and relive everything.”

Seated directly across from Depp, Heard sometimes blushed when she recounted the affection and gifts the Pirates of the Caribbean star lavished upon her, her friends and her family.

After meeting her on the set of The Rum Diary, Depp sent Heard designer dresses, rare books and once even tried to buy her a horse, which she declined, the actress said. Depp soon invited her to holiday on his private island and developed a unique rapport with her father.

“Sometimes I’m surprised my father didn’t marry him,” she said in a relaxed moment.

Then her evidence turned to a moment when Heard asked Depp about a tattoo on his arm that reads: “Wino Forever” — altered from “Winona Forever” — from his previous relationship with actress Winona Ryder.

Thinking it was a joke, Heard laughed.

“He slapped me across the face,” Heard said. “I didn't know what was going on. I just stared at him.”

Heard said he slapped her two more times and said, “You think it's funny, [expletive]?”

The What’s Eating Gilbert Grape star is suing Heard for $50 million, saying she defamed him when she claimed that she was a victim of domestic abuse.

Heard has counter-sued for $100m, saying Depp smeared her by calling her a liar.

The case hinges on a December 2018 opinion piece she wrote for The Washington Post. The article never mentioned Depp by name, but his lawyer told jurors it was clear Heard was referencing him.

The couple's divorce was finalised in 2017 after less than two years of marriage.

Depp has said during the trial that he had never hit Heard and that she was the one who was the abuser in their relationship.

She said that after slapping her, Depp got down on his knees, cried and promised her that he would never “let that monster out again” and that she decided to stay.

“I was in love,” she said. “I didn't want to leave him. I didn't want this to be the reality.”

  • Actor Johnny Depp holds up his notebook, which appears to have a picture of the late rapper Biggie Smalls on the cover, during his defamation trial against his former wife Amber Heard. AP
    Actor Johnny Depp holds up his notebook, which appears to have a picture of the late rapper Biggie Smalls on the cover, during his defamation trial against his former wife Amber Heard. AP
  • Depp stands in the courtroom during a break in the hearing. AFP
    Depp stands in the courtroom during a break in the hearing. AFP
  • Depp watches the recorded testimony of Alejandro Romero, the doorman at his former penthouse in downtown Los Angeles. AFP
    Depp watches the recorded testimony of Alejandro Romero, the doorman at his former penthouse in downtown Los Angeles. AFP
  • Heard speaks to a member of her legal team in the court in Virginia. EPA
    Heard speaks to a member of her legal team in the court in Virginia. EPA
  • Depp returns to the court after a break in proceedings. EPA
    Depp returns to the court after a break in proceedings. EPA
  • Depp watches the recorded testimony of Los Angeles Police Department officer William Gatlin. AP
    Depp watches the recorded testimony of Los Angeles Police Department officer William Gatlin. AP
  • Heard enters the Fairfax County Circuit Court with a member of her legal team. AP
    Heard enters the Fairfax County Circuit Court with a member of her legal team. AP
  • Depp stands for the jury to leave the courtroom during a break. EPA
    Depp stands for the jury to leave the courtroom during a break. EPA
  • Depp watches a virtual deposition. AFP
    Depp watches a virtual deposition. AFP
  • Heard walks into the courtroom. AFP
    Heard walks into the courtroom. AFP
  • Heard in the courtroom with her legal team. AP
    Heard in the courtroom with her legal team. AP
  • Depp points at a pile of sweets in the courtroom. AP
    Depp points at a pile of sweets in the courtroom. AP
  • Depp draws in his sketchpad during the trial. Reuters
    Depp draws in his sketchpad during the trial. Reuters
  • Depp doodles. AP
    Depp doodles. AP
  • Heard is greeted by her lawyer. AP
    Heard is greeted by her lawyer. AP

Heard said that Depp would disappear for days and return, saying that he was sober and then it would be “magical”.

"I fell head over heels in love with this man," she said. "When I was with him I felt that, you know, electricity in my body. I felt like butterflies. I couldn't see straight."

Depp kept his head down and scribbled on a notebook for most of the time Heard was giving evidence about his violent, drug-induced behaviour, which often brought her to tears.

"Johnny on speed is very different from Johnny on opiates. Johnny on opiates is very different from Adderall and cocaine Johnny, which is very different from quaaludes Johnny," she said.

It is expected that her testimony will continue on Thursday.

Heard's lawyers have argued that she told the truth and that her opinion was free speech protected under the First Amendment of the US Constitution.

A state court judge in Virginia's Fairfax County, outside the nation's capital, is overseeing the trial, which is expected to last until late May.

Less than two years ago, Depp lost a libel case against The Sun, a British tabloid that labelled him a “wife beater”. A London High Court judge ruled he had repeatedly assaulted Heard.

The trial, now in its fourth week, continues to capture public attention. More than 100 people were lined up on Wednesday before 7am — three hours before proceedings began — outside the courthouse for the 100 seats made available in the courtroom. Most were Depp supporters and fans.

  • Actor Amber Heard talks to her lawyers before the hearing starts in the courtroom in April. Reuters
    Actor Amber Heard talks to her lawyers before the hearing starts in the courtroom in April. Reuters
  • US actor Johnny Depp takes a seat to give evidence in the courtroom in Fairfax, Virginia, in April. EPA
    US actor Johnny Depp takes a seat to give evidence in the courtroom in Fairfax, Virginia, in April. EPA
  • Depp was subjected to a gruelling cross-examination. AP
    Depp was subjected to a gruelling cross-examination. AP
  • Heard's lawyers told the court of Depp's history of trashing hotel rooms, and one time when he smashed a bathroom sconce during an argument with his former wife. Reuters
    Heard's lawyers told the court of Depp's history of trashing hotel rooms, and one time when he smashed a bathroom sconce during an argument with his former wife. Reuters
  • Heard sheds tears as she listens to a recorded message her former husband had left her, played to the courtroom. EPA
    Heard sheds tears as she listens to a recorded message her former husband had left her, played to the courtroom. EPA
  • Depp denied that he ever abused Heard and sued her for libel. AFP
    Depp denied that he ever abused Heard and sued her for libel. AFP

Agencies contributed to this report

Updated: May 05, 2022, 5:02 AM