With his most treasured possession — a medical examination certificate — safely stowed away, Baheer is hoping to complete the final leap of a long journey to a new life, having already tried to cross the English Channel from France once this month.
Baheer, 25, is among about 2,000 people at a roadside migrant camp in northern France. After completing his medical degree in 2019, he worked with a European charity at a hospital in Jalalabad.
He had already applied to continue his specialty in the UK and was set to take the entrance exam when the Afghan government collapsed.
"Then the emails stopped and I didn’t hear from anyone,” Baheer says. “I want to get a visa to continue my education, not to get asylum. I have my exam card.
He paid a smuggler £2,500 ($3,385) to get on a boat with 30 other people but the weather wasn’t safe enough.
“Then the police came and punctured our boat,” Basheer tells The National.
It us one of a range of tactics used by French authorities to stem the tide of people — about 28,000 people in 2021 — crossing the narrow arm of the Atlantic Ocean separating the southern coast of England from the northern coast of France.
Last year France banned the sale of inflatable boats in Channel ports, while some rest stops for lorry drivers on the route to Calais have been closed.
“You can’t find a kayak for sale anywhere in Dunkirk,” says Clement, a Frenchman who assists with humanitarian work for migrants in northern France.
Clement works in a camp about 40 kilometres north of Calais in Grande-Synthe, a commune near the city of Dunkirk and a less famous place where migrants heading to the UK converge.
After regular police evictions, the "camp" in Grande-Synthe, like those in Calais, is a roving one. Sometimes the collection of flimsy shelters is fixed in a wasteland behind derelict buildings.
At other times, as when The National visited, tents are lined up along a disused rail track, like passengers waiting to board a train.
If Baheer does make it to UK shores, his only chance of staying and pursuing his medical career is to make a claim for asylum, a process that is notoriously difficult and presently burdened by a back-log.
Under Home Secretary Priti Patel’s proposed new legislation, people who enter the UK by "irregular routes" to seek asylum will be treated as criminals, at the risk of prison or deportation.
It is law that has gathered widespread international criticism.
Why do migrants want to go to the UK?
Most of the people who cross land borders in Europe seek asylum in one of the EU countries, if practical and permissible, but a small minority of people found along the 100km of the Pas de Calais and Nord continue the march to Britain.
A complex set of understanding is at play for those who make the journey. After Brexit, the UK was no longer subject to the EU’s Dublin Agreement, under which asylum-seekers with proceedings pending or closed in one EU nation have to stay there, meaning applications in the UK are treated as new and separate claims.
Other reasons to try the UK include asylum-seekers having English-language skills, connections in the country or the belief that the British asylum system will be more favourable to them.
“If I go to the UK and study then hopefully I can work in one or two years,” Baheer says hopefully.
He says he will give the crossing another chance when the weather conditions are better.
As we speak, the first of three storms to sweep across the Atlantic that week had landed and smooth waters in the Channel were not on the horizon.
“We are scared here, the weather, the conditions," says Baheer. "Last night we couldn’t sleep because of the wind and the rain.
"We can only take a shower once a week. It’s not good. But what can I do? It’s the only way.”
Record number of refugees lead to mounting tragedies
Last November, 27 people drowned on the English Channel in the deadliest crossing there on record.
While the tragedy elicited much international sympathy, outrage and the condemnation of traffickers, it has done little to stem the trials of desperate people.
“I’m scared but what can I do? This is the only way. Afghans are already scared in Afghanistan, here, everywhere,” Baheer says.
For many of those fleeing war or persecution, the dangers of remaining in country appear to outweigh the treacherous journey they have undertaken.
“You can’t live in Afghanistan now, it’s very dangerous," Kamran, from Kandahar, tells The National.
"I used to work with American soldiers as a translator so it was very dangerous for me to stay."
Kamran, 22, was on a trip overseas when the US forces withdrew from Afghanistan and flew out several thousand Afghans who had formerly worked with them.
Having missed the opportunity to leave at the time, he says he tried contacting US authorities for resettlement but decided to leave on his own when his queries went unanswered.
After six months of travelling overland from Iran through Europe, Kamran, 22, arrived in Grande-Synthe a month ago. Despite the inhospitable conditions, he says it is far better than what he has endured.
“I walked, took a car, went in a container," Kamran says. "If you feel like the situation is bad then you do everything you need to.
“I saw so many people dead in the snow in front of my eyes in Bosnia, Turkey, Serbia — it’s very dangerous.”
There is a lot more humanitarian help in Grande-Synthe, he says, nodding towards volunteers distributing food or digging up ground gravel to lay down plastic tubes for running water.
The next part of Kamran’s journey involves going to London, where he has a relative, “by container, boat, anything".
Islamudin, 30, shares the same destination and for him the goal is a reunion with family members.
“I have family in the UK and I want to live together with them,” says the former Kabul police officer, who left his country soon after the Taliban swept to power.
After a six-month journey overland starting in Iran, Islamudin arrived in Grande-Synthe 10 days earlier.
All around the camp, loose tarpaulin flutters furiously as the stormy winds approach. But weather conditions are no deterrent.
“Inshallah, when the conditions are good I will go with the refugees here in the same way they go,” Islamudin says, referring to the infamous water route.
“I accept the dangers that come with going this way. We have no choice, there is no other way.”
Desperate times , desperate measures
Shocking as the record number of Channel boat crossings is, much of the figure is caused by the absence of other viable routes to claim asylum in the UK, as refugee resettlement and family reunification schemes are few and far between.
In 2020, France dealt with 80,000 asylum applications and the EU as a whole with 416,000. The UK dealt with 27,000.
Parvez, 16, left Baghlan in Afghanistan in September, shortly after the fall of the capital, and made the same overland journey across Europe by train, car and foot.
“It was difficult in the back of a Peugeot with other people," Parvez says. "Sometimes we were beaten up."
He arrived in France a week ago, a pit-stop on his way to join a brother who lives in the UK. Whether it is because of youthful folly or he is accustomed to peril, the teenager seems unfazed by the dangers that await.
“Why should I be scared? All the ways are dangerous in the end,” Parvez says.
In Calais, the ‘highway’ of migration for more than three decades, the feeling among the displaced is less optimistic.
After the notorious "Calais Jungle" was dismantled in 2016 by French authorities, up to 2,000 people live in semi-sheltered encampments dotted around the city at any one time.
A large proportion of migrants in Calais are from Africa, Sudan and Eritrea in particular, and many have found themselves stuck for longer than intended at England’s de facto southern border.
Police evictions happen more regularly here, creating more transient and dangerous environments for migrants.
Sitting around a small fire near a cluster of tents was Faisal, a Sudanese who has been in France for three months.
He has been trying to be smuggled on to a lorry or container on its way to the port of Dover.
“I want to go to the UK because I have many dreams,” Faisal says, without divulging what they are. “I’ll tell you when I get there."
Sudan has long been beset by conflict. Two rounds of north-south civil war cost the lives of 1.5 million people, and a continuing conflict in the western region of Darfur has driven more than two million people from their homes and killed almost 400,000 people.
Instability at home is what pushed Ali, 20, to drop out of university and cross northern Africa into Libya, where he worked for seven months to save $4,000 for the 30-hour boat ride to Italy.
He arrived in Calais four months ago and has been living on derelict land where small trees surround huddled tents.
Ali says he tries his luck at hitching a ride to the UK on a lorry every few days.
With enough time and tragedy, the hope of going to the UK has been muted among many.
Migrants regularly die in forests, at sea, from hunger and cold, or under the wheels of a lorry, as happened to one of Faisal’s friends recently.
“Even if I got to the UK today, I wouldn’t be happy after everything I’ve seen,” he says.